Call me out You stayed inside One you love Is where you hide Shot me down as I flew by Crash and burn I think sometimes you forget where the heart is
Answer no to these questions Let her go, learn a lesson It's not me, you're not listening now Can't you see something's missing? You forget where the heart is
Take you away from that empty apartment You stay and forget where the heart is Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay
Waking up from this nightmare How's your life, what's it like there? Is it all what you want it to be? Does it hurt when you think about me? And how broken my heart is
Take you away from that empty apartment You stay and forget where the heart is Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay
It's okay to be angry and never let go It only gets harder the more that you know When you get lonely if no one's around You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down We came together but you left alone And I know how it feels to walk out on your own Maybe someday I will see you again And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend
Take you away from that empty apartment You stay and forget where the heart is Someday if ever you love me you'd say its okay It's okay It's okay
got back from the beach today...back at my brothers house..it wasnt as fun as i thought it was going to be though..all i really did was stay in my room n drink i think it would have been alot more fun if i had more of my friends with me but oh well...
i gotta get the living situation figured out so i can go n get a job again i hate not working i need money i cant do the whole being broke all the time thing...plus court date comming up in december n i pretty much fucked that all to hell again so more than likely im going to have be getting myself ready to do some real jail time....not lookin forward to that at all..i can always work my way out of it though..well most of the time...im really not a bad guy i just have very bad luck n make stupid decitions..
hurricane is supposed to hit us it probably wont do shit as usual but maybe this will be the one to finaly just rip cape coral n ft myers apart...
if you will all excuse me im going off to drink my sarrows away..
well anthonys going to be one the beach till tuesday so i wont be updateing or anything but you guys can leave some nice comments for me to come back to :)
so this better be a good stressless weekend full of drinking and nakedness lol but yea it should be a good ol time!
oh and im driving beaus car right now a 2002 pimped out accura its fun lol
well everyone have a good weekend and i shall return
damn i'm i've been so stressed out lately that my hands are starting to peal..n i haven't really been able to eat much...and i have also been getting acid reflux i dunno if that has anything to do with stress but yea not fun...
do you ever feel like the world is against you?..like nothing is going to get better only worse and worse...i only really talk to 2 of my friends anymore..i guess i just push people away...i dunno what to do sometimes...life just seems like to much to handle..
i guess im going to be living in fort myers again..no more cape coma...probably going to be getting a job at honda and an a place with beau near the mall so i might try n get a second job at hot topic or some crap..alot of changes...
i like writting in this thing again...i missed reading my friends journals commenting and just being in touch with everyone in general
i cant sleep...been up for a whil now but the sandman wont come and visit :/ .........dirty bastard
i feel the need to update to tell people i was in a car accident today not to get people to be like "omg r u ok?!" not like anyone was like that anyways...
but yea it was freaky the first accident that ive ever been in n i have found out that ive become the boy that cried wolf..or in this case the boy who cried car accident lol sad everyone i called n told didnt believe me thats really sad i guess i mess around to much...maybe this is a moment in my life where i change forever n vowe to make my life so much better.....
naw it doesnt taste like that kindda moment but it was freakin weird, when u think about it i could have died today n there is so much that would have just been left so many people that i have so many thing i want to tell them..i wounder if anyone would really even miss me if something had happend..i dunno i guess we'll find out someday...
i know it sounds dumb but the first time i heard this song it meant something to me..
Tell myself on the ride home Getting tired, hating all I've known Holding on, like it's all I have Count me out, When it's clear that I find it hard to say And you, find it hard to care
Chorus I wanted to see something thats different Something you said would change in me Wanted to be anything different Everything you would change in me
Got this way, up front but never true God I'm wrong, it's just the way I am Crashing down, any chance you hear Caving in, any chance that you can see inside of me And I dunno what to say It's fine, this isn't Hollywood So fine, getting in your way
Chorus I wanted to see something thats different Something you said would change in me Wanted to be anything different Everything you would change in me
I'm taking a chance This could be different This could be all I'm waiting for Taking a chance This could be different This could be all I'm waiting for
Chorus I wanted to see something thats different Something you said would change in me Wanted to be anything different Everything you would change in me
hey guess what?.. guess im back u knew i couldnt stay away for to long... so much shit has gone down sinse i last updated i dont want to talk about it right now though..my lack of friends lately is very upsetting its alright though im good..
my phone is off damn i hate being broke im going to over nights at wal-mart so i can get and extra dollar an hour oh boy..but hey its more money
well ok thats it im done with live journal..thanx to everyone who shared most of my life with me thanx for all the comments and for being so fucking great.. i know whenever i get sad ill always get to look at my past entrys and read ur comments...
things in my life r really crazy right now and i dont see them getting any better any time soon so i dont want to just post entrys about me bitching so yea..
ok well i hope everyone has a great life if u ever wanna get ahold of me u know how
Waking up from this nightmare How's your life, what's it like there? Is it all what you want it to be? Does it hurt when you think about me? And how broken my heart is
Take you away from that empty apartment You stay and forget where the heart is Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay
It's okay to be angry and never let go It only gets harder the more that you know When you get lonely if no one's around You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down We came together but you left alone And I know how it feels to walk out on your own Maybe someday I will see you again And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend
damn im bored....i dont have to work today thank god but all i have done is watch DVD's pretty boring...
all ive heard lately is "hey u were in the paper" it sucks because i am in the paper because someone from cape coral breeze was at wal-mart and asked me a question then took a picture and i was hopping no one was going to see it but i guess everyone has...hopefully the picture wasnt that bad...ehh i dont really care if it was...
i wish someone would come over here im bored as hell..or atleast call meeee
thats when i went to the mall with ivana and draganna (dragana's in the pic) thats after i got my makeup done lol then we got our picture taken with santa it was a great night!
i dont really have much else to write i gotta go take a showwwwer
so bored....so very very bored...jennys entry with the pirate skit was pretty entertaining though haha..
i didnt work today i was supposed to go hang out with gerri but i didnt wake up in time so i just slept then got up and watched resident evil 2 for the millionth time..awesome movie
im going to try and stop complaining so much it'll be kindda hard because im just a big cry baby..i want to try and rebuild my old friendships..ill have to wait till i get my car but atleast that wont be to much longer....getting close...
im so fucking tired of all this bull shit..my christmas was shit..at first it was great beth came over and we were just hanging out having fun..then beth had to tell me bout how at the haunted walk her and some of her other friends got into a car with some people in there 30th to get a ride over to wal-mart because they didnt want to cross the street god forbid..im so tired of her stupid shit shes going to get killed or kidnapped one day and she doesnt even think about it would i be able to live with the fact that she was murdered..
i couldnt sleep worse shit lastnight i had a horible day at work everythin fucking sucks..well actually the only part of the day that was decent was that when i went on lunch and break i got to hang out with this cashier jessica shes pretty awesome..
i feel like im losing my mind because of all this bull shit the only thing i could think of today was about lastnight....i fucking hate this i was to run away..
and to francy fuck you! u think u can act like my friend and then when beth and i get into a fight u can say im a fucking idiot fuck that ur just a god damn poser
alright i need to vent some of this anger so im going to go workout and probably beat the crap out of a wall or 2
well its my day off again...even the thought of going back to that place makes me want to go hide under my blanket..i think ive been there for to long..way to long i needa change..
its way to early..no ones online....im bored..i think ill just go work out a lil then get ready to go..im hangin out over at beths house again today...should be fun
i feel bad that i cant get anyone anything untill after christmas because i dont get paid untill the 30th :\ but everyone should let me know what they want and make my job a lot easier lol..
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